The way world is, we never have enough time for much of anything. When you have to constantly bang your head against the never yielding brick wall of disappointment which is life, you learn to manage your spare time accordingly. Life can't be changed, time cannot be infinite, we just have to live as we do and find a way to tolerate it. But he most beautiful thing that I need to make time for is heroin. Just kidding, I need to spend more time lying on my bed with my headphones on, just listening to Nessum Dorma radio on Pandora. That music is so beautiful and transcendent of what I usually take music to be, that it sometimes makes me cry. Imagine telling yourself that you need to take a break for a few minutes. You put the headphones on and start the music and in a few minutes you're nearly weeping from the beauty of the sounds. It's an odd experience. It reminds of once when I saw a girl speak at some kind of high school function. I wasn't in high school, I was there supporting someone else. The girl got up and it became apparent right away that her being allowed to speak was done for the irony of it. A lot of people were chuckling and murmuring to themselves about how bad she was. I had to get up and leave because it was destroying me on the inside. The opposite experience of that is lying on my bed listening to Andrea Bocelli. It is so right, so perfect and beautiful that it is overwhelming. I hope that bitch eventually got the help she needed in a speech therapy class or she made one friend that would tell her the truth. Either way, I should take more breaks to make time for the sublime.
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